busy busy busy

ok, so i've been very busy.... my sis in law's getting married on the march 24,..its andrew's 2nd birthday on the the 27th but i'm pushing the party up to feb 4, coz we juz had a party last week and i think its too tiring if we do it this weekend..

but my real concern is andrew's teeth...its been keeping me pretty down this past few weeks....his teeth is decaying rapidly and i'm trying as fast to come up with 4,000 bucks..

This kid doesn't eat sweets, chocolates and brushes his teeth twice a day but still his teeth is falling apart...his docs and dentist are telling me since he doesn't get enough calcium..bla bla bla....and his asthma medication seems to be causing it too...so the dentist wants to cover up his teeth with sum silver thingy so it won't get any worse...and that will cost about 4,000 dollars.

The dentist wants to do it in a hospital coz they wanna put him to sleep so he won't feel any pain..I'm now trying to get our health insurance plan to pay for the hospital fee...i'm super stressed, super worried...super in pain...i feel so bad for the boy. Why is he so unlucky? I can't juz let his teeth fall off because he is only 2 yrs old..and he still is learning to talk so he needs it for speech...*sigh*

I've been a little grumpy,very disappointed in myself...i wish i noticed his teeth sooner so i wouldn't be rushing myself..why is it...his teeth got worse when i took him off his bottle, no more pacifiers...i've been told many times bout it...and now i don't believe it..i wanna go back to work but how am i gonna do that? If there's always sumthin new with Andrew...pj's aunt was telling me juz be thankful that i've got pj with me..coz when pj was young pj's mom had to rush him to the hospital all be herself..

Its definately not easy being a mom....not even close...it gets more challenging..right now i'm big into praying...it keeps me sane....*sigh*

well right now...i'm trying my best to be positive and trying to enjoy planning his birthday party....