april 19th

April 19th is nearing and i cringe everytime i look at the calendar...the days are getting closer to his teeth thingy..its gonna be done in the hospital and they're gonna let him sleep through it..I'm scared out of my mind. Pj keeps reminding me i have to be strong for him. This sux...really sux...

on another topic, was very upset yesterday with American Idol...i've never cussed so much about a television show. The contestant i've been pulling for is out of the show!! Can't freaking believe it...and that Sanjaya dude is still there.....PEOPLE HAVE TO STOP VOTING FOR HIM!! I'm still very upset!