i've changed?

someone wrote me an email saying i've changed alot. Well, its been a tough time for me right now...with my dad's health troubles and ofcourse my family. Its juz not easy....i'm actually a wreck. I just can't believe my dad's so weak...and the doctors have said that his life is on a thin line. *sniff*...its so difficult to hear that especially coming from my crying mom. I did put on a brave face and told her he's gonna be fine...inside i felt like crying my heart out.

I know i don't spend time with my friends anymore..i'm either at home or at the shop. I know i'm not as chatty as before. I have too much in my mind right now...i know everyones trying to help...i juz think maybe i should be with my family right now....i love all of you...

i'm a mother,wife,daughter and a sister

my dad just came home from the hospital..his heart is not that strong anymore..:(..its been rough for everyone..but i have to be strong. I'm juggling the shops and ofcourse andrew..Its exhausting...I was suppose to put andrew in daycare but there's a flu bug going around and well with his asthma its not a good thing.